My Journey with Healing
From burnout to awakening — and from awakening to my true purpose. This is my story.
For most of my adult life, I lived in the fast lane of the corporate world. High stress, high pressure, high expectations. I was constantly “on,” constantly achieving, constantly performing. From the outside, it looked like success… but on the inside, I was falling apart.
"High stress, high pressure, high expectations".
For most of my adult life, I lived in the fast lane of the corporate world. High stress, high pressure, high expectations. I was constantly “on,” constantly achieving, constantly performing.
From the outside, it looked like success… but on the inside, I was falling apart. Burnout became my normal. Overwhelm became my baseline. And drinking became my coping mechanism.
I was drinking far too much, far too often—just to numb myself enough to get through each day. I had built an entire life around work, but when lockdown hit, everything came crashing down.
The silence, the stillness, the isolation—it forced me to face the truth: I had nothing in my life apart from work. No balance. No connection. No sense of self.
There I was—alone, exhausted, with a young child beside me and a heart full of heaviness I didn’t know how to carry anymore.
The NIGHT EVERYTHING CHANGED
One night, lying in bed next to my son, something powerful happened— a spiritual awakening that shook me awake from the inside out. It was quiet, but undeniable.
A voice, a knowing, a moment of clarity that said: This is not your life. This is not who you are. This cannot continue.
The very next day, I stopped drinking. Just like that. That was nearly five years ago. And from that moment on, I committed myself to a path of healing, self-discovery, and transformation.
I needed to understand why I felt so broken, why I repeated the same patterns, why I kept running from myself.
Sobriety: The Beginning, Not the End
I wanted to know why I did the things I did— and why life kept reflecting pain back to me. I discovered that everything I was fighting… was coming from within me. And that meant my healing had to come from within, too.
the search for deep healing
I tried traditional talking therapy. It helped—but only to a point. I could understand my past logically, but emotionally, my body still felt heavy. My energy still felt blocked. And my heart still felt weighed down by things I couldn’t seem to let go of.
Talking couldn’t reach the parts of me that were hurting the most. So I dug deeper. I read, researched, explored, and followed every thread that resonated with that inner pull to heal. That’s when I discovered Kambo.
An ancient Amazonian cleansing ritual, used for emotional, energetic, and physical purification. I didn’t know it then, but this medicine would change my life forever. Kambo helped me release years of stored pain— trauma, grief, shame, and emotional weight I had carried for far too long. It cleared my energy. It reset my system. It gave me back myself.
A NEW PURPOSE EMERGES
Sharing kambo
After experiencing the transformation of Kambo firsthand, I knew I couldn’t keep this to myself. I walked away from my IT recruitment business and trained to become a Kambo practitioner in 2023.
Helping others felt like the only path that truly aligned with who I had become. Because I know what it feels like to struggle—to be stuck, overwhelmed, numb, exhausted, and lost. And I couldn’t bear the thought of others suffering alone, feeling hopeless like I once did.
I wanted to share what had saved me. What had freed me. What had brought me back to life.
DISCOVERING 9D BREATHWORK
As I continued my healing journey, I uncovered more modalities that supported deep release and transformation. But most recently, I found 9D Breathwork—and it was like lightning.
This practice transformed my mindset, my emotional landscape, and my entire sense of self. It accesses the subconscious, releases what is stored in the body, and helps reprogram patterns at their root—without needing to talk, relive trauma, or analyse the past.
I trained in 9D Breathwork because I knew it was the perfect complementary tool, especially for people who feel nervous about Kambo or want a gentler entry into the subconscious. Both Kambo and 9D Breathwork work on a profound level— deep release, deep healing, deep rewiring.
And both have changed my life in ways I never thought possible.
why I do this work...
Today, my purpose is crystal clear:
To help as many people as I can release the pain, patterns, and energy that are holding them back—so they can finally live with clarity, freedom, and inner peace. We do not need to live in a constant state of stress, anxiety, depression, or emotional heaviness.
There are powerful tools available.
There is another way.
And healing is possible for anyone willing to begin the journey. Kambo and 9D Breathwork aren’t just practices—they’re portals. Portals to transformation. Portals to freedom. Portals to the truest version of yourself. I am here to guide you through that gateway.
Because if I can change my life… you can change yours too.
A Message for You
You are never too broken to begin again.
You are never too far gone to come home to yourself.
I’m living proof.